I woke up near the sea...

Things that are not making me happy at the moment:

• I am broke.  So terribly terribly broke.  
• I bought a car.  This does not help the being broke thing.
• My room is a mess, and I am failing miserably at sorting it out.  I can’t go back to Brighton until it’s sorted.
• I’m not really missing Brighton.  This worries me.
• Things with the boy are not great.  I have no idea what is going to happen there.  Now is not a good time for me to be in Wales.
• Somebody owes me rather a lot of money and can’t afford to pay me back.  He can afford to go out all the time and take trips to theme parks.  Sometimes people annoy me.  And I annoy myself, I should be giving him more shit for this.

Things that are making me happy at the moment:

• I bought a car.  This means that I’m not trapped in the house all the time and can actually do whatever I want.  Having not driven in 5 years meant driving again was pretty scary, but I’m starting to get used to it.  The freedom is excellent.
• Lydia.  As always.
• I now own a cape, and it’s awesome.
• I found my old Hanson cd, it keeps me company when I’m driving and makes me smile.  Those were simpler times.
• I’m going to see Hanson with my dad next month.  I find this hilarious.  
• My brother is awesome.  He might be moving to Austria to become a chef.  I’m insanely jealous, but crazy proud as well.
• Wales are playing tomorrow morning, and we might actually win.  That would be excellent.
• It’s good to not be in the flat.  
• Messages from friends are cheering me up no end.  I am so lucky to have the people I do in my life.
• This list is longer than the other one.  I win.